When I look back at life, I found a lot has been changed. I'm not talking about physical change, but about change in social status, change in friend circle, change in way I do things. I really can't say why things have changed, or rather if anything has changed at all. Let me jot down the points, to see if I can make out any change or not.

As a kid, I remember my friends saying what they like doing & call it as their hobby. When I think of myself, I don't see any reason of liking something more than the other. I wanted to do/learn everything & anything. The irony was I had a lot of time to learn but was lacking in sources. I want to learn whatever I can. The difference is that now I have a lot more sources to learn, but no time (or rather I should say, very less time). I used to see my friends chit-chatting with their girl-friends, I always wanted to do the same (had a lot of female friends though). But, never had 1:(. Now, I no more want a girl-friend (not because my preferences are changed, but because of the commitments I have with myself) but managed to have 3 (one at a time of course) :(. I used to go to school & back home, unaware of where will I reach if I take a different turn. Now that, I have travelled continents (not the whole world yet :P), wondering & admiring the different cultures at different places. This makes me more curious to travel even farther. I always see, big-guns in the world & wanted to be respected & be rich. Today, I’m rich (compared to what I was in earlier : P) & respected both in professional & personal life; I still see the big guns & want to be respected & be rich even more. If something used to go wrong, I always wanted to get out of the mess without giving a second thought to what better could have been done. Today, if something goes wrong, I’m always ready to give it a second thought & think how differently we could have done things to avoid conflicts. I used to see everyone as a friend. My experience taught me to identify the beasts. I used to panic during tough times. My experience taught me to smile & be patient. I have failed & ran away. My experience taught me that every failure is a new opportunity in itself.

Whatever it is, whether it’s a change or no change, it definitely is a game – A game with no rules. I would call it a mind game.

Be patient, learn from the experiences, and most importantly, make sure not to commit the same mistake twice. The universe is a plethora of astonishing things; don’t think just start doing whatever you want to do. One life span is a very short time to reach the horizon.